Meh, YOU BROKE MY HEART

Yeah, it's you CZECH BOY. Ah, i should not ever told you that i like you. Maybe i fall too fast for you. I should never think that there is something between us. Yeah, i should understand this is not gonna work any way. I think i'm not gonna make any step to get closer with you anymore, because it feels like you have rejected me.

I should remember what you said. BOYS JUST FLIRT TO EVERYBODY. I will always remember that now. In case, i keep insist to still like you. It can help me to remind myself that none of this is real. Ah, it seems like i'm a pessimist. 

I don't wanna be just boys' sex imagination. I want you like me because you like me. Ok, it sounds nonsense now. Hehehe, but i really mean it. It doesn't mean i don't wanna your touch or your kiss. I just wanna do it on proper way. I'm not gonna cross my limit, because i don't wanna be dissapointed. 

Should i walk away now? We'll see...

My Czech Boy

I meet my first czech boy online... Hehehe, honestly i don't even notice him at first time. Call me rude, tapi aku sampe nggak ingat dia dari mana. But there is something in him that makes me like him. Hahaha, iya... kedengarannya klise. He's not the first bule I met. Tapi dia beda. Dia ngangenin. :P Here is his first pic 

He likes travelling. He plans a lot of lists to do. Hehehe, some of his list are really interesting, some others are crazy. Tapi kalau diajak sih, pasti mau ikut :). He's not a romantic guy, but he's really sweet. He makes me like him even more. Hahaha, i hope he doesn't found this blog. He's gonna laughing if he read this. 

He's a lil bit narcissistic, but he say it just teeny tiny bit. He has great personality. I think he is adventurous type and a little stubborn. The strange thing is I still like him this way. I don't like people to pretend, I prefer the honest one. And I must say, he's pretty good in that. I like this man a lot, I know he likes me too :P.... How do I know? Coz he said it to me :P .... I'm not sure where this thing will end... Just let it flow, and we will see. Seperti kata Afgan. Jodoh Pasti Bertemu :). This is his pic that makes me really adore him (sampe nggak bisa tidur)

This is him on camping time :)